Could it be that when we stop seeking and start asking, that's when we will get it, when we will see it?
All a child of God really needs to do to fulfill their God-ordained calling is to daily and moment-by-moment position themselves in a posture of surrender to Him.
Because when we surrender and empty ourselves of what we think we are or what we think we can do for the Kingdom, it is then when He can fill us with what we need to live a life of purpose.
We must empty ourselves so that we can be filled by Him.
Ephesians 3:20 ~ Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us...